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Dig so deep, and wrap your veins around my steady skipping pacing gasping slipping sinking fading fragile heartbeat

and save it, never to be left alone again

Just Two Months

Okay, let's step back from my dolled up poetic writing for a moment and I strip it down alittle for this one. The past month and a half or so have been great, and only make me more anxious for summer. Alyssa comes home in about five-six days, and once that happens my mind is on summer. Which absolutely terrifies me. I still have a month and half of school left, and I need to keep it together through then. I have exams, most being exit exams for high school. I'm not in fear of failing, but in fear of doing way below my capabilities. Math is going to be hell, and english is going to be lengthy and annoying. Both I need to focus on. Even before the exams, I have final projects and a full last quarter of school to get through. It just kind of sucks. I've never been more ready for summer so early before. I've never wanted summer more in my life, because this summer I have great things waiting for me. Insted of just wanting to escape pointless lessons and obnoxious classmates, I actually have amazing plans waiting for me this summer. I'll get there, and it won't take too long, I just need to keep my head somewhat focused on school in the meantime.

I love writing in riddles and wordplay like I normally do, but sometimes it's nice to change it up and write in a more quote unquote real tone and write out some quote unquote goals I have. Hope all is well with whoever may be reading this, goodnight (:

The letters O, U, R, and S

I've created a world, like I tend to do in the burrows of my brain. But this time around, it's consumed my entire. This time around, my fanasty world touches so close to relaity the static shatters ear drums. This time around, i'm not in my world alone. In the past i've always built kingdoms on my own, and for the first time i'm sharing a world, and I didn't construct it single handedly, and the towers keep getting greater, as does the fairytale.

I'd give anything, and everything I have, to make this world absolute and permentant. If I could destory reality and all inside to replace it with my, our, utopia... I would. For you, and me, and us.