I was reading Alyssa's blog. It goes on to explain/mention her feelings of being lost, not knowing what she wants, and not knowing what is real and what is illusional. It was like I was reading something I could have easily wrote, a month ago.
As I was reading all I wanted to do was say something to help her, but I couldn't think of anything. Because I didn't pull myself out of the "whatever" I was sinking in. I was lifted out, and I couldn't be more thankful. But what about the people who aren't lucky enough to find what I found? Or what if I hadn't have found him myself? Where would I be? I don't know, just a few things that ran through my head while reading Alyssa's. Foruntely enough for me, the last two questions are worthless, but the first?...
I guess i've just finnally found something to truly be grateful for, and now i'm wondering why everyone can't have something like that. Or, why am I so lucky? I don't care why really, like I said, i'm just grateful for it.
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